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Fluffy.
It has been a long time since i had visitors at my house. I realised that the 3 of us has been out together for 3 occasions already.
Its so ironic that the year before that there was only 2 or us. Now there is another additional one. It’s such a blessing.
“Life changes, people changes,will i ever change?” |
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“It’s hard to think about growing up when you’re right in the middle of doing it. It’s hard to know what you want. Sometimes there are so many voices in your head it’s difficult to know which of them is yours.” |
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TADAA! (i ate e other one before i could even take a picture of it)
Electromyograph
Physiologic Monitoring System
A random picture of the day. |
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13th Nov 2009
Double Chocolate.
WSS TP Electronics Team.
14th Nov 2009
Appetite for food decrease –> Food intake decrease Not getting used to the cold weather. Getting weaker day by day. The cycle is still the same. I guess its too late to quit and back out now.
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5th Nov 2009 @ Seoul Garden
Thanks for the wonderful treat guys.. :)
10th Nov2009 @ Waraku Marina .Huiyu.Jo.Leck Hui..
.Leck Hui.Adriel. .Jo.Jaf.Adriel.Leck Hui. |
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Tuesday was crazy with school hours from 10 to 6 with only half an hour lunch break. I fell asleep while writing during MCT lecture. Can you even believe that?? Xiu Hui just had to smack me so hard that i jumped. :)
I ended especially early today. Only had classes from 8am-10.30am. Rahh..java programming. Played Facebook Hexic while waiting for the rest to finish their programming.
Started learning Adobe Photoshop CS2 as i was too bored in the afternoon. it was kinda interesting. Headed for a run at the bedok reservoir with the WSS team. LOL> all guys me girl. anyways it doesn’t matter. Ran about 3 km plus.. didn’t managed to meet Kat along the way though.
Stayed in school till 7 plus to wait for the team to run finish. I didn’t feel hungry at all.. Now feeling so tired.
It has been such a packed week…. |
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Spent 3 hours doing WSS. Headed to Press Play II concert @ TCC.
Azy & me.
Acting emo. :)
Renga as Host!
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Thursday.. A long day indeed. Lessons went on as usual with the dry subjects. Managed to get away from lecture to man the D-cup booth. Classes ended 30 minutes before the actually timing.
Met up with Jaf and Lecky to celebrate Jaf Belated B’dae. Took a lot of random and stupid shots. :)
Crown Plaza
Don’t mess with us!
Friday..
Finished MCT project Discussion in the morning. Went for 1hour of WSS class. Skipped the rest of the practical. :)) Start of the campus Relay.
Seriously, i am not fit at all. 6mins for a 1.15km is too long. Plus stupid shoelace glitches. We didn’t come in top 13 though. At least i did my part. Now my muscles are aching…. |
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Tiring day with 4 hours of MCT early in the morning. We did programming on the LCD Display.. This was the outcome.
The day followed by CGINT whereby we discussed about the new class committee and what to do for the upcoming CCN Day on the 13th Nov.
2 Hours of free time for lunch and some cards games with my classmates while waiting for the SAF NE Talk to start. Honestly, the talk is boring in my opinion. When the lights turned of at the TCC during videos, i straight away knocked off totally.
Headed to TM to get a backpack and to get some new earrings. Tiring day…and tomorrow will be longer with an outing out with Jaf and Lecky. Can’t wait. :) |
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I feel the difference between the 1st and 2nd week. Pressure is starting to get through me. WSS before and after normal classes are taxing. ICAP is so similar to Circuits and Signals, hope i am able to understand this extra subject that i am taking.
I fell asleep during the lectures today. Not sure whether coz its dry or i am really tired. This is the first time that i really fell asleep when the teacher is just right in front of me. RAh…brain is getting so saturated. It feels that i have a lot of catching up to do. It’s not going be easy from now on.
A Picture to lighten up the night. =)
Taken in Beijing. Sunset.
Ciao! |
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I recently just went window shopping and some stuff caught my eye. It has been a long time since i bought something for myself.
Expensive stuff..rahh. :( |
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I am currently officially awake for 36 hours straight. Went out with my family and visited my grandma. Got knocked out a few times but managed to catch a few winks. The survival camp was just over this morning. I didn't contribute much but i hoped i helped. I feel really guilty about losing the BBQ photos. Am really guilty. Many important photos inside that keeps memories. But i am glad that the committee forgives me. It lesses the weight but it's still weighing on me. Pardon me for the photos that i took. I'm not a good photographer. the day started out with 5 hours of world skills lesson. it totally made me brain dead. Not only i missed the camp briefing, i only managed to get there on time for the bbq. I don't really know much about the juniors though. But i am glad that jaf and leck came over for it. I really thank you guys for making the nightwalk video such a success. Amazing race was next with 5 groups going around TP to do 7 stations. I tagged with 1 group and they came in first. :)) Nightwalk was not really scary as i was part of the planning team. I went in with Jason as the last group. Before us, some groups screamed a lot while others were quiet all the way. it was feedbacked that the walk was fun but was short. Thanks logistics team for putting up such a good job! Final clash was not as fun as last year. Regardless of all the miscommunication, thanks main comm for all the hard work that they have put in. Things are yet to be forgotten.
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Days wondering aimlessly. Passing by quickly every moment. Heart beating faster with thoughts running through the mind, When will it ever stop, leaving me just hanging there, snapping any moment. The problem lies with me and just me. When will the confidence build up, sweeping back everything that was lost.
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It's just fragile how humans are. The inability to help people who are close to me. It hurts. There is a saying treasure the people you love. I do that in my heart. |
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Hmm.. Not been blogging for a long time. Holidays is going to end in 12 hours time. How fast time flies eh. This is the gist of what I had done. Both polyforum, HES 2 and WSS training took up around 1 month if the total 6 weeks. There were events In between like the esc sub com camp which I got to learn some SCDF first aid training, polyforum outings to kbox, movie, BBQ. The BBQ just ended a few days ago and I was the main organiser. I sincerly thank those people who really helped me in the process. We made a loss though. I honestly didn't enjoy myself but at least the people who attended did have fun. That is the main aim I guess. What matters it's the smiles on people faces not mine. I can't really said that it was a real success. Ever since dunno when I have been thinking a lot lately. Mind going in whrils and even I pushed away who really care for me. Sometimes I really hope someone will come understand me. I know some try but I push them further and further until our relationship is not what it seems any more. I want to get back to who I was. Or what am I really in the beginning. Sometimes hoping someone would be there for me. I am really lost to who I am anymore. Ramblings and being emo does not help but worsen the situation instead. Rahh.. So much for being this.
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sleepy
moody